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Sober Before 21, Part III: Getting My Life Back

In Part III of Sober Before 21, Beth Leipholtz shares how she continues to stay sober outside of treatment and the gifts of recovery.

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After getting into recovery before turning 21, Beth discovered a whole new freedom and joy.

(Read: Part 1 and Part 2 of my story)

After finishing treatment for alcoholism nearly four years ago, I was scared.

I was scared that outside the safety of treatment, I would turn to drinking again. It was frightening to think that I would let people down. I didn’t want to return to my old way of living. But mostly, I was scared I would fail at this thing called recovery.

But I was wrong. It’s hard to fail at recovery as long as you put in the work. I have stayed sober for nearly four years now because I found what works for me. I’ve realized that there isn’t really a right or a wrong way to be in recovery, as long as you are doing what you need to do to stay sober—and what that is will differ for everyone.

For me, recovery looked different early on than it looks today. When I finished treatment, I found myself a sponsor and attended 12-step meetings pretty regularly. At the time, I needed that structure in order to keep my sobriety.

I found unexpected gifts of sobriety.

When I was only three months sober, I left to study abroad for a semester. I was terrified to be so newly sober and in another country, but before leaving I made a plan. My sponsor and I decided to keep in touch via the internet and Skype, and we worked the steps while I spent a semester in Chile.

It was there that I really came to realize the gifts of recovery. If I had studied abroad while drinking, I’d likely have spent the majority of the time there drunk. This would have put me in dangerous situations, and I probably wouldn’t remember most of my time there clearly.

But since I was sober, I was able to be fully present for every single experience I had in Chile. I was able to connect with my host family, able to hike up a volcano for 8 hours, able to excel in my classes, and able to play soccer at the college I was attending. I was able to really, truly embrace and remember the experiences I had there. It was during my five months there that I came to realize I could do this recovery thing.

I learned that I can take my sobriety with me everywhere I go.

Still, I was nervous about coming home. I knew doing so would mean returning to college, which meant returning to the people I drank with and the places I drank. I feared it would all be triggering and that I’d want to drink again.

To my surprise, however, the opposite was true. In returning to school with 8 months of sobriety, I felt like a different person. I had little to no desire to drink or to take part in my old activities. I was able to maintain the friendships I’d had while drinking, only because those friends were supportive of my decision to get sober. The support of my friends has made a world of difference in my recovery.

My recovery has evolved over time.

Before I knew it, time had passed and I was one year sober, then two, then three. In May, I will celebrate four years in recovery. Today, my recovery looks different than it did early on. Though I sometimes attend 12-step meetings, they are no longer a pillar of my sobriety. I still chat with my sponsor, but she is more of a friend now than anything. I stay sober and accountable through writing and through friendships with other members of the recovery community.

My life today is nothing like I imagined it would be when I was younger. I never planned to grow up and become an alcoholic, then get sober, then share my story with the world. In fact, I thought my world was crashing down around me when I was forced to go to treatment. I was sure I’d never be happy again, that sobriety would be the worst thing I’d ever have to face in my lifetime. But the opposite has been true.

Sobriety has opened so many doors for me.

Sobriety has been a bigger gift than I could have ever imagined. While not everything good in my life is a direct result of my sobriety,  all of the good things I have today have been impacted positively by my sobriety.

Because I am sober, I am able to better focus on my career. I’ve been able to spend more time pursuing my passions. My sobriety has allowed me to forge deeper connections and relationships with people, rather than surface-level ones. It has given me something to write about and a way to help others going through what I’ve gone through. It’s allowed me to be fully present for every moment in my life, and to remember each one clearly.

Recovery has given me my life back, and I wouldn’t trade that for anything.

Beth Leipholtz spent several years blogging about the realities of getting sober young on Life to be Continued. Since the birth of her son, Coop, she has pivoted to focus on her work as an inclusion and accessibility advocate who believes in creating a more accepting world for our children. She shares her parenting journey on her website Beth & Coop, as well as on TikTokYouTube, Facebook and Instagram, where she has built a community of more than 1 million people around disability inclusion. She lives with her family in Minnesota.  In addition to spending time with her family, Beth enjoys Minnesota summers, photography, iced Americanos, CrossFit, and a good old-fashioned book.

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